Saturday, April 11, 2009

Why u ask if yo don't give a shit?

Oh fuck, i've been loving 2009!!! So far I feel like I've really been in control of things... i donno, i guess that's a weird statement. But for now, accepting my life as a server and working shit loads has been great... I always have money left over, and my big mountain of loans is finally melting! I should be sleeping right. Big double tomorrow, plus I'm in charge of enlish muffins... grand, just fucking grand. Yuck... and I think I'm getting a genuine cold YUCK!!! Thanx to Scotty for sharing his joint anyways... he's a good man that scotty.
So yea... I'm not in love... thought I was, but things didn't really work out the way I hoped them to work out. I really need to make sure that before I start dating, the dudes meet some basic standards. 
Tonight I met the man... the man I've always wanted to meet. He discribed himself as bi-polar, which he blamed most of his past interactions with servers for... but yea.... the asshole customer, who was willing to explain to me, why he was an asshole... I feel so enlightened :-) I even yelled at him, and told him he was crazy... plus he needs to stop using his bi-polar disorder as an excuse to be an ass. But yea, at the end I told him, the next time I saw him in my restaurant, I would give him a big, heartfelt, genuine hug, and he better take it!!!
Alright, time for fucking bed... my throat is so fucking scratchy... :-( I wish I didn't have to work this fucker.