little lady in the middle...

Oh man, I'm having such a bad-ass late-night, post-work time :-) I dug out an old collection of burned CDs from my St. Louis days... even then I had God's music taste... phenomenal!!!! I don't even remember the names of the songs and artists anymore, just the lyrics hehe. 

So, my brain has been back on a downward spiral, so I've decided that it's just my flaw... my sensitivity I guess. My thoughts have really been worrying me... they get to a point where I have to tell myself to "Stop!!! It's just not that important and you're reading into it too much," almost like a kind of paranoia. 

I really need to call Emily. For some reason I've been avoiding calling her... I just haven't felt like we've had much to say to each other the last few times, mmmh, need to call her, and talk about it, not on here... tomorrow! 

Finally I met a guy who is just like me :-) Mr Mark!!! My age, my jokes, my boundaries, and he's VERSATILE, yay!!!!!! lol

I better stop right there ;-)