So yea... I'm not in love... thought I was, but things didn't really work out the way I hoped them to work out. I really need to make sure that before I start dating, the dudes meet some basic standards.
Tonight I met the man... the man I've always wanted to meet. He discribed himself as bi-polar, which he blamed most of his past interactions with servers for... but yea.... the asshole customer, who was willing to explain to me, why he was an asshole... I feel so enlightened :-) I even yelled at him, and told him he was crazy... plus he needs to stop using his bi-polar disorder as an excuse to be an ass. But yea, at the end I told him, the next time I saw him in my restaurant, I would give him a big, heartfelt, genuine hug, and he better take it!!!
Alright, time for fucking bed... my throat is so fucking scratchy... :-( I wish I didn't have to work this fucker.
i keep thinking i'm in love and i'm not too. so i've decided to stop falling in love and i'm waiting for someone to fall in love with ME. i cant be doing all the falling all of the time... hehe :)
ReplyDeleteyeah i get what you're saying about the branch, but i mean... like my mind spends its time thinking its thinking for my index finger.. or.. ya know, like the smallest parts of me are doing more thinking then the one overall. actually no, i dont have an overall consciousness that rules them all. well.. its just a weird thing i've been going through..
i miss you patrick. a lot. one day our lives will cross paths again, and i'll be able to see your handsome face! ^_^
love you!